I am having a horrible day

=_=;; Fuck fuckitty fuck fuck fuck.

Destra's upset that I'm missing dinner and the Boston Pops with her parents tonight because there's the end-of-year housemeeting at Fenway House tonight. This is a big housemeeting. This is an important housemeeting. And I can't blow it off for anything tonight. And Destra's upset because I agreed to go to dinner with her family tonight and now I can't. She thinks I'm blowing them off, but I'm not. I just can't make it because I have obligations I have to see to. I don't think she understands what Fenway House means to me, and has meant to me over the years.

ARGH.

I have a certain set of priorities and duties that I must fulfill. In the grand scheme of things, my obligation to Fenway House is pretty high on that list. I'm House Manager. I've lived here for four years, I'm proxying votes for 3 people. I can't miss this meeting, and Destra's upset. Yeah, I called the house meeting a week ago. Yeah, I totally forgot that I was going to dinner and the Pops with her family tonight, but that's what's happens when she just tells me, "oh, it's Saturday," and doesn't write anything down or e-mail me close to the date. She knew the housemeeting was tonight, and she didn't say anything to me abuot until this morning.

WHAT THE FUCK.

Now she's annoyed, and I'm fucking going ballistic. This is uncool.

Anyways, the Final Fantasy concert last night rocked. We missed the first song because we were stuck in traffic and got there late, but the One Winged Angel encore totally made up for it. It was a quick concert, but worth every second of it. ;_; It was so beautiful. *sniffles*

Must go see it again sometime, if I have the time and the money.

In the meantime, I will be bludgeoning myself into unconsciousness because my life just fucking HATES ME today.