I have so much work and I'm so miserable right now...
I might just drop Japanese.
I have spent 15 hours on this paper and I am likely to spend about another 9 or so more on it in order to hand it in by Monday. That's just ridiculous, especially since I am now a grad student and simply cannot afford that kind of time when I've got two midterms and a presentation shortly after said paper is due.
If I don't get that extension, I might just drop (at least to listener status) because I am damn sick of that paper. I love the topic, I love writing about it, but I just DON'T HAVE THE FUCKING TIME TO DO IT THIS WEEK.
I'm going to take a nap. I've been so miserable today, if I don't I think my brain will either explode or I'll just start crying.
Oh no! Not Japanese! You can do it! Ganbatte!
*laughs* I'm seriously thinking of just dropping Japanese, so I can pick up Ancient Chinese (at least I speak fluent Chinese) and maybe one day achieving my dream of being able to read Three Kingdoms in the original language.
Yar.