April 8, 2002
Y'know, I've realized something. I'm

Y'know, I've realized something. I'm horrible at communicating with people. I'm practically incapable of holding a conversation with people most of the time, especially if its non-anime. That's a really, really depressing thought. It also might explain why I have all of three good friends. How does one go about making friends, anyway? Its something I've never been good at. Excuse me while I go wallow in self-pity over the fact that I have very few friends, are incaple of making more, and some of the ones I have seem to be slowly drifting away from me and I can't do anything about it. Tama always seems to be too busy now adays to do anything with, usually hanging out with Emily, and Hikaru, who usually puts me in a good mood always has too much homework to do anything with anyone.