May 13, 2002
Remind me not to ever

Remind me not to ever bother trying to help anyone again. No one appreciates me. I am on the verge of sinking into one of my depressive moods, and the fact that I got four and a half hours of sleep last night is not helping. I'm feeling all alone and friendless and all the angsty crap. And I'm seriously resisting the urge to go on a mad rampage and kill/break a bunch of things. Most definately not in a mood to go to fencing. Want fanfics, friends, and sleep. Most likely will get only the first and the last. Where are you when I need some random insanity to cheer me up? I think I'm going to go sit in a corner and feel worthless, and then if I'm feeling particually ambitous I might try to get my laptop to work again and then break down in tears when I can't and realize that I can't get to all my site files and my huge fanfiction collection.