This post is going to be a whiny, bitchy, jealous rant. As such, feel free to leave now. A word of warning to Hikaru - if you do read this through, if you defend her, so God help me I will hurt you the next time I see you. The thing is this. While Tama is arguably one of my best friends, there are times I really truly dislike her. It seems like the world revolves around her. Whatever Tama wants, Tama gets. She has guys practicaly throwing themselves at her feet, particularly one individual who I feel very sorry for (you know who you are). She gets top grades. All the teachers love her, all the kids love her, everybody loves her. And I sit in a little corner, totally unnoticed by basicly everyone, with the second best of everything. Being second best is almost worse than being the tenth best, because its like they're telling you 'Oh, you did a good job, you almost made it. But you were just that much off.' And I hate being second best and I'm sick of it. Tama's always the one who gets all the awards and the praise showered on her, and I'm always the one who they consider and decide isn't good enough. Now excuse me, I think I'm going to sit in a corner and cry.