August 26, 2002
Trying very hard not to

Trying very hard not to be depressed. I went to a near-by lake with Tama and Hikaru, and it was cold, and Tama kept talking about how she's so happy that we're going back to school tomorrow and she can see all her school friends again. Which means that most of the people from school I hang out with and talk to over the summer go back to their own little social groups, none of which I'm a part of, and I end up with Winter, the only other one as friendless as me. Which isn't that bad, only it means I get how utterly shy and pathetic I am rubbed in my face on a daily basis. Fuuuuun. I won't say I hate my life, but I'm not very pleased with it. Now, I'm going to go play some video games and try to forget school is tomorrow.