January 10, 2003
Blergh. Have I ever mentioned

Blergh. Have I ever mentioned how much I hate school? A lot. Really...my whole life has kind of fallen apart since school started again. Over summer vacation, I was cheerful and happy most of the time, and I even managed to have real conversations with people. Now I'm all quasi-angsty and lethargic all the time, my lack of conversational skills has been depressing me greatly as of late, and most of my friendships are kind of slowly drifting apart. Ugh. School is destroying my mind. HATE. You know, as I like my friendly side better than my antisocial side. Also realized that I've mostly gotten over the girl I liked, which is good as she didn't like me back. So we can be happy as just friends. Other than that, life's been kind of event-less. Been cosplay musing more, debating on wether I should put Miyako together for AB. She's got an easy, cute outfit, and she'd be a fun charecter to do...I can act like myself, and be totally in charecter. I've also started a cosplay item shopping list...I think it's all either Subaru or Sei outfits ^^; I've really been getting back into S/S as of late...looooove <3 Oh, some of the X TV music tracks are awesome...I'm particulary smitten with the guitar version of Sadame. And if someone knows a link for translations of the OVA dialouge remixes, that would be awesome...I think Fuuma uses his trademark 'I am KAMUI!' line in there, but not sure. Off to try and get in a better mood...new layout sometime soon, I think...