October 7, 2005
Bored.

I think it's a sign of how bored I am that I'm seriously contemplating going to the Halloween dance at my school in three weeks. I, who have gone to exactly one school dance ever, at which I neither danced nor was at a school I actually attend (To make a long story short - Jon and I were the biggest dorks ever. Still are, I guess, but a little bit less so). I'm not really friends with anyone going, as I know Michelle will probably stay home, and there isn't anyone around here I really feel like inviting to a dance - all my fun-to-dance-with people are out on the west coast. Doubt any of you guys would want to come to a school dance anyway >.>

*sigh* It feels like nobody's been around recently - particularly this afternoon, but the last few weeks in general. I've been talking to people less and less, and kind of just folding into myself, as I am apt to do sometimes. It's kind of nice, in that it gives me less to worry about, and I have all the quiet I could ever want, but at the same time, I don't like it. I want to go out and be around people and have fun.

...Bleh. Probably thinking too much again. I should go to bed. Or study for the SAT IIs. Or something.